Dinner cleanup thoughts

Having children brings on so many unchartered spaces. I have two children, that is 70lbs gained and lost in the span of two years. My body has the scars. Things are not where they once were. I exercise, and I try to watch what I eat*. I always thought surgery seemed extreme, but this is when I had extra collagen to spare and dreams. Now not so much. I’m done with childbearing. I know I do not have to worry about another extreme weight gain. So why not? These are the things I chew on when cleaning up the dinner dishes. Plus eating whatever the kids didn’t off of their plates.

*Definitely not perfect but pretty aware.